Visiting Relatives, Doctor Visits, Back to School and other Recent Issues

Oh, I hate procrastination.  I’ve cumulated a lot of blog topics this past summer and didn’t even type one blog.  I’m kicking myself in the ass right now.  I wanted to get at least four done before the next semester started, but it looks like I’ll be doing them during the semester and quite possibly the next one.    Anyways, let us talk about my summer this year.  First off, my dad came to my house to visit, or at least I thought that was his intention in doing.  He brought over a load of things that were mine, along with some furniture, towels, and some olde clothes of mine that I thought were long gone.  I was happy to see my father, he was around for the Fourth of July in my area, which was at high risk for fires going out of control if not put out properly.  In fact, my area was in a code red meaning no one could cook, smoke, have any campfires, or do fireworks during the holiday.  It was like that for a good month here in Pueblo.  The reason for it was because the state of Colorado had three major wildfires this past summer, with the worst one only fifty miles southwest from me.  It was interesting, though sad because two of the wildfires were created by people being careless.  I really don’t think people nowadays know to build a proper campfire.  Well, as I’m going off-topic, let’s get back to my dad.  As I thought he was coming here to visit, along with bringing some much-needed stuff, his plan was to come live with me for a few months!  I was kind of shocked about this when he told me.  I mean, I love my dad, but I don’t want him to move in with me.  I and he cannot live together, it has been tried a few times and it simply doesn’t work.  Also, my dad seems to have it in his head that he wants to leave my mom, which should’ve happened over twenty years ago.  It was his decision to stay with my mom after they got divorced, which was an extremely bad idea from the get-go.  So, now being I have a house my dad thinks he can just move right into my place.  As I said before, I love my dad, but we cannot live together.  It just doesn’t work.  So, he ended up staying for three weeks, which was plenty and left me some money, which I can always use.  He hasn’t contacted me since then, nor has my mom.  However, I should be hearing from them in the next couple of weeks as my birthday is approaching.

One great thing that did happen this summer for me was finally getting my first medical evaluation since leaving the Army.  It took some time to get it scheduled, but I finally got the appointment and went through with flying colors, well, a little bit I guess.  The evaluation took an hour, and I had to go up to Colorado Springs for it.  The end was the result of it was I am officially diagnosed with PTSD.  The doctor that did my evaluation was shocked that the Army didn’t diagnose me before, but I’m not surprised about it.  The Army loves to not take responsibility for their own actions.  The plus side of it is my disability is not going away.  Now, I’ll have to get my DD-214 updated with a permanent disability, not a temporary disability.  This comes up to another project I’ve been thinking about the past few months of this year.  As some of you may know, I have another blog here, called Ass Kissers and Toxic Leaders, talking about some of my experiences and my views on the US Army.  I’ve decided I want to take this a step further and make a book of it.  I will still be adding entries into my blog, which will result in a collection I will put together for a book.  However, this is going to be a challenge considering the Army is not going to just allow a book to talk about all its bad sides to be published.  I would still have to bring my manuscript to DoD to get their approval, which I know they will not approve a book showing the Army in a negative light.  This is why I will still be adding entries to my blog.  In fact, a couple months ago I decided to put disclaimers at the end of each entry in that blog, just to avoid any kind of legal action that may try to intervene.  The doctor that evaluated me said she knew an investigative reporter that would like to know more of my story.  Unfortunately, I forgot to ask to give me the info of that reporter, so I’m looking around for someone to help me with the book.  Also, I began to look at some of the repercussions that would happen if this did get published successfully.  First, I may lose my disability. Then, most if not all, the benefits that I got after leaving the Army.  And finally, nearly every Veteran I know, along with the few friends I have are still in Active Duty, will turn their back on me and say I shouldn’t have done it.  But, I don’t care, it needs to be told.  I’m already talking about it online, and I haven’t even scratched the surface yet.  So, stay tuned with my blog. 

Finally, I am back in school after deciding to do another semester.  It’s already been almost a month now since it started, doesn’t feel like it though.  This semester I’m taking more credit hours than the last one, and I’m liking every class I have.  The teachers this time around are awesome, and I got my disability locked into the school, which means I get to take my tests in a separate room away from the rest of the class.  My anxiety is still pretty bad, but I’m trying to get it under control as much as I can.  After my diagnosis, I have to go to the VA Clinic in my town twice a month to get monitored.  A lot of the same people are still at the school from the last semester, so a fair amount of familiar faces.  I just wish my stipend would come in very soon, but then again, I got signed up very late for this semester.  I need to make a note to not wait till the last minute to sign up for classes.  Now, time for homework! 😎

The Worst Two Jobs I Ever Had

Over the past couple of months, when I wasn’t doing schoolwork, I began to think about the very awful jobs I used to have.  Of course, the Army was no picnic by any means, which I was also pondering about as well.  However, these two employers I really disdained that I worked for, Baker & Taylor and American Sale, were such terrible, toxic environments that they would make anyone employed with them want to immediately sign up for the Military.  Seriously!  Both these employers literally treat their employees like cattle, pay them very little for the workload that needs to be done, and expect their employees to literally sell their soul to the company.  For me, after what I have gone through and on what I know now after being in the Army, I would never, ever work for a company that acted like two employers.  In fact, if I ever did start working for someone that if they do anything remotely similar to what companies have done, I would walk out and same quit immediately.  Here’s the breakdown of both of these companies.

Baker & Taylor

This is a book and media distribution center, which was located in Illinois where I used to live.  I remember when I first looked into the job, I saw they had a tuition payment program where the company would pay for your schooling.  Immediately, a green light came on into my head and I wanted to get into that place.  I was working in a warehouse beforehand, so I wasn’t new to that kind of environment.  Also, the job was closer to home for me, which was also another great benefit on my part.  However, it didn’t take too long for me to realize how bad this job was after working there for less than a month.  For one, the company imposes a quota system for all its workers to meet per hour.  The amount of production the company demanded of its employees was ridiculous at best.  I mean, I understand when you’re a job, you’re expected to work, hence the point of it.  But, when you demand an extreme amount of production from your workers and they start getting injured left and right, there are going to be some problems.  I’ve never heard so many cases of carpal tunnel from employees in all my life when I worked there.  Also, this company, after I was working there for six months, decided to lift their tuition payment program, which was the main reason why I was working there in the first place.  Later on, though, I talked to a few of my coworkers and they told the company does that intentionally to get new applicants and employees into the place.  Finally, I will never forget when I found out a coworker of mine that worked there getting a heart attack while on the job.  At first, he was saying his chest was sore, thinking like he had heartburn.  He ended up ignoring the pain and went to work, but then an hour later he collapsed on the ground grabbing his chest.  The paramedics immediately came to the company and took him to the hospital.  His wife worked the second shift there, as he was working the first, and she didn’t know what had happened until arriving at the place.  The manager of the section she worked told her what had happened earlier and said she should go to the hospital immediately.  But, as she left to go to the hospital, that same manager ended up writing not only her, but her husband as well, and the following day both were released from the company.  I mean, you literally have to be a stone-cold motherfucker to just think of doing something like that, let alone actually doing it.  What a terrible and inhumane company Baker & Taylor, and I’m surprised they’re still in operation to this day.   

No wonder why people that worked there didn't read books 

American Sale

This joint is a pool and spa recreational store with multiple locations around the Chicago area.  I got the job here through a friend of my parents after moving out of my girlfriend’s place a month prior.  This was a time for me to start fresh and get back on my feet.  However, this job was complete garbage right from day one.  First off, there was this little black guy that worked there who was in his forties and still living with and being taken care of by his parents.  He always tried to act tough and kept pulling my chain the entire time I was there.  A few times, I and him almost got into a fistfight.  This idiot would do the same thing with just about everyone that worked in our section, which was spa delivery.  However, the worse person in this section was the manager, who thought he was so high and mighty because he worked for the company twenty years and I think he got married to a relative of the owner, I’m not so sure.  This guy was completely lazy, never wanted to teach or train personnel, and always made a big deal talking about what he did when he first started in the company.  There was another manager in the section as well, but he was in charge of repairs with hot tubs and pool tables as opposed to delivery.  This guy was a huge snake in the grass, he would literally try to stab people in the back because he thought everyone was going after his job.  There was never a moment that he tried to go after the section manager of our department’s job, because he started just after that manager in the company.  It was pretty pathetic, to be honest, seeing someone literally chase after small scraps because he never did anything meaningful in his entire life.  Also, one of the guys I would work with, an older man who actually spoke up against our manager when we were all getting shit on all the time, between the stores where we had to pick up merchandise, salesman lying the customers about certain installations we did, and the overall negative customer feedback we got when delivering hot tubs or pool tables, which is what we mainly did.  This pissed off our section manager all the time and wanted to try to find a way to get rid of him.  However, our manager was afraid to do so because the guy I worked with was black and didn’t want to deal with a lawsuit if he fired him.  Unfortunately, he did find ways to make that guy’s life hard by giving us crappy deliveries and harped on us to work faster even if we got back to the warehouse before the end of the day.  Also, that manager had this bitch of a secretary who would do the same things he would do to us as well.  In the end, though, he found something to get rid of me, that asshole.  Yes, I’m talking about you, TG!  You better pray I never see you in public.  I GOT YOUR NAME, I GOT YOUR ASS!  

It was no holiday working there

                                               

Both of these companies had a similar agenda when it came to their employees; if someone stays for a certain amount of time there, they try to find ways to push people out the door because they don’t want to give out raises or pay for benefits.  It doesn’t matter if you’re an amazing worker, it’s the dollar bill these companies are worried about, and they’ll do anything to spend less of it. 

And In Recent News.......

Well, the first five months of this year was quite interesting, to say the least.  In case if any of you didn’t know, I began to go to college again in January.  I just finished the semester about two weeks ago, did my finals and I just received my final grades a couple days ago.  I passed all my classes, even though I missed a couple assignments in some of my classes due to my extremely poor memory.  I’m looking to sign up for the fall semester in the next month.  This was the first time going back to a classroom environment style of college in over a decade, being the college courses I took before were online.  One thing though for sure it was an eye-opener, a whole new experience in college.  Literally, almost everything in college is all electronic and online, which I don’t know if this is a good thing or not.  I mean, I know the internet plays a huge role in our lives nowadays, but I feel we as a society shouldn’t get too dependent on it.  There will come a time when the internet will be down for a while and no one isn’t going to know what to do.  The schools across the country should balance out doing work online and offline so students can grasp both concepts if that time comes. 
           

Also, in March during my spring break, a friend of mine from Illinois came to visit me.  She was the first visitor I had to come to see me at my house that wasn’t a relative of mine.  My friend was only in Colorado for three days, but it was nice to do some things in the area and go do some sightseeing.  We both went to a bar in town that was featuring some metal bands on one night.  At first, I thought the metal bands were going to be the cookie monster growling style nu-metal BS that seems all too common, but they all played thrash metal to my surprise.  I literally thought that kind of metal went extinct over a decade ago.  That made me happy to see people not only be interested in that music but also playing it as well.  This is one thing I’ve started to do to get out of the house, which is to go see bands play in my town.  Just last week, I saw a local indie rock band play in Pueblo, which was just awesome.  I bought some of their music, a t-shirt, and even got a free poster of them, with the members signing it.  I haven’t done anything like that in over a decade when I was still living in the Chicago area.  I was refreshing, and I look forward to doing more of this in the future. 
         

My guitar playing is getting better every day, being I play every single day.  I want to start learning some songs and find some likeminded musicians in my area to jam with.  I recently purchased a Gibson SG, a second time I’ve owned this kind of guitar.  The reason being was I need a good playing, lightweight guitar so when my back goes out on me or is extremely sore, I still have something to play.  I’m primarily a Les Paul player so something lightweight with humbuckers will do just right for me.  I would like to get a band together soon, at least have something by the end of summer. 

My new SG, with one of the many amps I play on. 

           

I feel I should be celebrating after finding out the SJW cuck’s music page I used to be part of is shutting down largely in part of him getting booted off the site thirty days at a time with some posts he made.  However, I am not because of the reason why he is booted off for thirty days at a time.  Facebook, in the past year or so, has gotten so left-wing and leftist it started to ban people who post anything that’s considered right-wing, or simply anything that doesn’t agree with their political views.  But yet, Facebook seems to have no problems with people calling out or even saying they want to assassinate the President of the United States.  Look, I wasn’t all thrilled either when Donald Trump was elected president, but I don’t wish the man dead, nor do I try to find any kind of stupid dirt to attempt to impeach him.  Like it or not, that man is our president and won the election fair and square.  There was no Russian interference, no phony ballots of any kind.  People need to really start realizing this, and very soon.  Anyways, the cuck’s page is going to be shut down very soon, and quite possibly his time on Facebook is also coming to an end.  I even began to think of parting ways myself, because I can’t stand the atmosphere that Facebook has become.  Last year, I went looking around at other social media sites to be part of that were politically neutral and don’t care what their patrons say or think.  I found two sites: Minds.com and Gabi.ai.  I made profiles in each one for more exposure to my blogs, although I haven’t done too much with them since joining.  I’m hoping to remedy that during this summer break from school.  As of right now, my music page is going to stay open for the time being, until further notice.  Well, that’ it, for now, I hope I keep up with writing too during this summer.

Wow! I Almost Don’t Have Anything to Say!

Well, it was pretty sudden I must say.  I honestly would’ve never predicted this happening.  The SJW cuck that I’ve been having a long war with actually apologized for his comment on wanting me to commit suicide.  I didn’t think of him even remotely coming close to even do such an act, but anything in life is possible.  However, I am happy glad he did see his error and made amends to it because there are other Veterans in the world besides myself that are going through the same garbage I’m going through.  He should’ve been more thoughtful and observant of that.  Also, he said he’s going to stop talking about me in his blogs, which really does call out for a celebration!  That means I don’t have to worry about him posting garbage out of his ass every time he opens his mouth.  It seems like now the war may be coming to an end between us, thank God!  I was afraid this was going to be dragging on for years and years with no end in sight.  Also, I can finally delete my parody blog of him, which I’ve been wanting to do for quite a few months now.  The reason for it is that I overspread my energies to too many things at once, and I needed to reorganize and condense what I am doing.  That blog was one thing that needed to go, for one it was a waste of good creative energy that could be used for something else for meaningful.  Second, with school work and other, much better activities I am part of, it was just becoming an empty shell; only posted one entry and nothing else on the horizon.  Plus, I want to focus on my newer blog, Ass Kissers and Toxic Leaders, which has more meaning and purpose than some satire/parody blog, although it would be funny but serves no real purpose except pissing off the SJW cuck.  In fact, my original tensions for this entry was an all-out assault on the asshole, but after his recent posts on his blog, I decided it was unnecessary.  For that, I feel it is time to end hostilities for the time being, largely because there are other fish to fry.  Here are some thoughts I have come up with this guy:

1.  He seems to burn a lot of bridges all the time - I’ve seemed to notice this as being quite a habit.  Sometimes it’s for the good of things, but other times it seems to be just a difference of opinion, whether it be political, current events, or simply a suggestion of moving out of a location or career change.  Maybe it was for the best that we no longer are friends.

2.  He wants to create a social media site for musicians?! – I’m not sure if that would be the prudent thing to do, especially if he likes to ban and block people from his life.  I don’t know if this is retaliation for Facebook because he has been having issues on getting booted off there for thirty days a few times already.  If it’s anything like his music page, where it only features hair metal, KISS, and some actual good metal bands, it won’t be very successful or last very long.  He would probably just block anyone who isn’t into metal or KISS.

I can definitely see this cuck add this button on his keyboard after he does make that social media site. 

3.  He is not a true Christian, bottom line – I’m sorry, but I don’t know what church he goes to, but he is certainly not a true Christian in any form.  Now, I’m not bashing Christianity, but I remember when I had to go to Sunday School years ago they did teach everyone about forgiveness.  Now, I’m not saying discernment should be done, as what this guy talks about in one of his posts, but that’s only when someone doesn’t forgive.  There are over twenty verses in the Bible that talk about forgiveness, but I decided to post these three, being they’re my favorite and most blunt:  Matthew 6:14-15, Luke 17:3-4, and Ephesians 4:31-32.  Look them up if you want to know what they say.  I have spoken.

4.  He still thinks I’m cyberstalking him – Umm, yeah, I have other things I prefer to do with my life than to know what you’re up to, dude.   The only reason I actually look at your blog in the first place is I want to see if you’re running your mouth about me.  That is something I don’t take very kindly, especially after I apologized for what I did, and I know I was very clear on my apology.  You say the FBI is going to get me if I keep looking at your blog you say?  As I said before, the FBI will not go after someone that is looking at a page that is fully open to the public.  Now, if it was made private or if I tried to hack into something you’re in that was made private, then it would be a different story.  However, I don’t see a reason or a point to do something like that, I have other issues to attend.  If I were you, I would worry about the FBI going after you for what you are posting on Facebook that’s making you get booted off there thirty days at a time.  But, if you do stop mentioning me in your blog posts, then I will no longer have a reason to look at your blog.

Conclusion: As I’ve said before, I think it's best we are no longer friends.  The reason being is that I couldn’t be friends, or just be around people where I would have to tippy-toe around them so they don’t get offended in some way.  Life is too short for such things, and if you don’t feel comfortable around certain people, it’s best just not to be around or associate with them.  This guy seems like he should’ve never left his comfort zone that is the New Orleans area to go into the Army, or for any reason honestly.  He hated being in the Army, which I don’t fully blame him for, but failed to see that he did something that ninety-nine percent of the US population didn’t do, which is really what I wanted him to see before he cut ties with me.  I wasn’t shaming him for leaving the Army, I just wanted him to have some pride in what he had done, that’s all.  For his “social media for musicians,” which I kind of laughed typing this, I don’t think it would be a great idea for him, considering his current history with social media in general.  I suggest you stick with a retro game store, your knowledge of old games and gaming systems is unparalleled to most people and I can see you be very successful in that field.  Also, for anyone that reads this and is still friends with this guy, I would strongly recommend you part ways with him as soon as possible.  He seems like the type of person that will go out of his way to find a reason to stop talking to people.  So, if I were any of you, I would cut ties with him before you become another one of his victims to his craziness.  Plus, I hope along with going to church he is getting some professional psychiatric help because he surely does need it, not that I’m boasting about it because I’m kind of in that situation as well.  The Military has a tendency to make any normal human being into a crazed psychopath literally overnight, which is the reason why no one is willing to join despite the large money bonuses and free schooling it promises to anyone who leaves on an honorable discharge.  However, my parody blog of this guy will be deleted and taken down.  Hopefully, it is one step closer for this little war to end once and for all.

Hopefully, this is the end, once and for all. 

What’s Been Happening with Me Thus Far, and The Future Looks Bright

Wow! What an interesting time the past couple of months were.  First off, I ended up getting sick again, around late September and early October (on my birthday of all times!)  Hopefully it’s the last real bad sickness I have for a very long time and hope the Army crud has fully escaped my body.  I was also supposed to start school in September, but the good folks that work in the federal government didn’t send out my award certificate on my GI Bill in time to sign up for classes.  By the time I received my letter, the semester was near mid-term and I had to wait until December to sign up for the spring semester.  Obviously, I wasn’t very happy about the situation.  I was looking forward to starting school and finish my degree in Accounting once and for all, but it was postponed until the fifteenth of this month.  I can’t wait for it.  Last month I met with a business advisor at my school to sign up for classes plus also got my VA packet complete and sent to the Veterans office on campus.  I will be heading back to the school before the fifteenth to get my books and a copy of my schedule, which I can probably get the schedule thru their website.  Overall, I’m happy I’ll be heading back to school and finally finish my degree once and for all, with everything paid for from the tuition to the books to even living expenses. 

Also, back in November, after much consideration and research, I decided to purchase a PS4.  It has become the first game console I have owned since having a Sega Genesis back in the nineties.  The reason why I bought it was because it seemed that computer games, which the exception of a few, were starting to go on the wayside and game consoles were getting much more sophisticated in what they can do.  I mean, I can get Netflix on it if I wanted to or any other subscription it seems, and I have a DVD player that I can watch some of my movies with on the television.  I have a couple games thus far, but I don’t know about getting any more, as being the console’s space is 1 TB and with five games in its total 500 GBs took already.   I wonder if it can use an external hard drive?    

My sports card collection is getting bigger and even more awesome by the day it seems.  In the last couple of months, I have been getting some very olde cards from the thirties, fifties, and the sixties.  I finally have a couple Mickey Mantle cards from when he was still playing, which has been a dream for me to obtain all of his cards from his playing days.  A good start, I should say, but many more to get so it’ll take some time for it to grow, I mean, card collecting really is a slow process that takes patience, if done right.  However, I am sad about a card shop that was only down the street from where I live closed down in late November.  The reason why was the owner got robbed by a couple of sorry pieces of shit drug addicts, with one of them having a pistol that hit the owner with upside the head.  This happened back in October, and when he told me about it I got so furious I wanted to come to his shop and post guard with my shotgun.  It was that time also he told me about closing the store, after being open for over twenty years.  He said he was going to just sell his inventory at home online through eBay, so I keep in small contact with him.  I still can’t believe how some people are, I mean, the gentleman is a Veteran going on the age of seventy, you don’t pistol-whip a man like that.  All I know is if I ever find out who robbed him, there going to regret ever thinking about stepping into his store. 

Procrastination seems to have also gotten the best of me in the past couple of months.  I’ve been wanting to start writing again in full force, but my output hasn’t been very much.  However, I have started up the blog I’ve promised all of you that I would, titled “Ass Kissers and Toxic Leaders”.  I have a couple posts so far and look out for more in the following year when I’m not busy with school, or with part-time work if I so choose to do.  Speaking of part-time work, last month I worked at the Sears store located in the town where I live.  It was only seasonal, but I did so well at it my boss told me if I wanted to stay after the holidays.  I told him I would love to but I have school starting in mid-January and my GI Bill will be covering not just my schooling, but my living expenses as well.  He was happy for me, but I feel he wasn’t thrilled I wasn’t staying because I ended up being one of his better workers.  Oh well, when I’m not in school I’ll just stop by and ask if they need any temporary help during that time, unless if the Sears here in town decides to shut down as it seems like a good portion of them are, and I know the one in the town I used to live at in Illinois is closing its doors.  Sad, really, but that’s another story in itself.  Another reason for my procrastination in writing is my gaming habit not just with my PS4, but on my computer.  I recently purchased Rome II: Total War that was on sale through Steam, along with some of the expansion parts.  It was the first time I saw a price drop on that in the entire time it’s been available so I advantage of it.  Very good game, as to how most of the Total War games are, although I don’t care much for the Warhammer series they recently got into the last couple years.  Also, I got a chance to come home for Christmas, the folks paid for my plane ticket and such, and I got to see my grandparents as well.  They’re getting up there in age, but managing.  My grandmother has dementia, and my grandfather has a hard time moving around.  I’m really not looking forward to that call from my parents that one of them has passed, that will not be a good day at all.  So, I ended up staying in Illinois for three days, and while I was there the Chicago area experienced its first huge snowfall in four years.  I was happy to see a White Christmas for the first time in years, but I wasn’t happy when the temperature dropped to single digits.  That’s what happens when you live in mostly high temperate climates for a few years in a row, you lose your tolerance of the cold.

Another issue I really need to discuss is the reappearance of the SJW cuck I went to Basic Training with.  This jackass doesn’t know when to shut the fuck up, honestly.  Yes, I’m talking about you, MSB, you sorry excuse of a human being.  Your last post saying you would like to see me commit suicide has got one of the most degrading and disgraceful things that could ever have come out of your sorry ass.  To think I actually was beginning to feel sorry for you on how the Army treated you, and how your demons seem to have taken control of you.  All you just did was blatantly show that I made a mistake of being your friend while in Basic, and I wish TRADOC had something of a brain to process your ass out of the Army instead of recycling you back in when you failed, even though you probably would’ve been one of those assholes who failed Basic Training but have a bunch of Army stickers on your vehicle and tell everyone you’re a Veteran.  Also, making a huge, big deal about going back to school on the taxpayer’s dime doesn’t phase me one bit, and do you want to know why it’s because I AM MEDICALLY RETIRED WITH SEVENTY PERCENT DISABILITY (which may well be increasing soon), I was presented with an American flag, and received Certificate of Appreciations from the Chief of Staff, the Sergeant Major of the Army, and from the President of the United States, not Obama but Trump, so suck on that thought for a while.  Also, I’m going back to school on the taxpayer’s dime as well, everything paid for, so I’m sorry that I don’t give a shit about you getting full benefits for school as well.  To think, your stupid ass trying to hide behind a false curtain of proclaiming to be a “Patriot” and a “Christian”, which you are neither of one.  Hell, even calling you those are an insult to those words.  After your comment on suicide, you just proved yourself to be a CINO (Christian In Name Only), and only follow the good book for your own personal gain.  Also, anyone that thinks you’re still a great person after what you said is just as pathetic as you are and extremely delusional from the truth about you.  I just wish another Katrina would come to your shores again and wash your pathetic ass into the gulf to never be heard or seen of till the end of time. 😡

Which obviously you could never do